I had an occipital nerve block performed on Wednesday, not knowing what results to expect. To my surprise, the amazing pain relieving effect of the medication came immediately. My head and neck no longer felt like they could have possibly hurt everyday for the last several years. Wonderful! you say? I did too, until nine hours later when the medication wore off. For. Good. Darn.
Naturally, it's discouraging when something you hope for doesn't happen the way you want it to. But you can understand that. So you gear your hopes up or another try, only maybe that doesn't turn out the way you wanted it to either. With each new opportunity you're afraid to raise your hopes because you don't want to get hurt again. Your hope are no longer lightly squished like a grape, but instead dashed to pieces like a ship upon the rocks. It just doesn't seem fair, does it?

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